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"I'm really not that different, you just made me think so."

What's up?

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mood:
now playing: ice cube-it was a good day
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My yesterdays....

• Que paso? - 2006-09-10

I am currently in Bowling Green. I went out to Steak and Shake with my boyfriend and his friends last night. They are good people. It feels so good to be incompany that never runs out of things to say. It's very cool.

I miss my friends. Cookeville is too far from too many awesome people whom I love. Blah!

And yes, Greg, you are awesome and you should be happy about the fact that you are awesome.

I am happy because I too am awesome. I am also happy because my boyfriend is awesome. Life is good.

Johnny'd grandfather died. He said this was the closest person to him yet to die. He said Ben told him some about my experiences with loved ones dying. I have officially been desensitized when it comes to death. The next one(like now I just expect it to happen at least annually) will barely feel like a pinprick. I don't like this. Mike, Thomas, Madden, Sean. Each death brings me to move on to another 12-step tier. I haven't quite scaled that ladder fully yet, I am stuck in a denial-induced numbness. I'm not sad. I'm not anything.

On a lighter note...hmm, first articially inseminated rhinos, how exciting!

I will go watch my boyfriend play video games now.

Check you later,
Jenn