2003-01-01 - 1:10 a.m. -
I'm in hysterics, that's all.
I really wanted to go to Sara and Nancy's tonight. It's still not too late, but I am in a sour mood. I don't think going there will help and it will only bring discomfort to others. I felt sick to my stomach from emotional stimuli. He said, "I'm going to hurt you...physically....and emotionally." I can handle the physical. The really sad thing is that I don't know if he's kidding. Oh what a tangled web we weave! I want answers. I want to understand. I want to stop saying the wrong thing at the wrong time. I want to go to bed. Check you later, Jenn p.s. Happy New Year.
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