2003-02-06 - 1:04 a.m. -
The beginning of the end.
The shit has officially hit the fan. I used to think my life was pretty rough, but it was no match for how bad my life may become in the not-so-distant future. If you don't know what I am talking about, you're probably better off. I love bitching but I hate getting down to the real meat of it. I hate people knowing exactly what thin lines I am walking. Well right now I am teetering and though I know that no matter what I will get through it, I don't know if I am going to take the rough path or continue along on the smooth one. BUT! I made my bed and I will lie in it. I am fully prepared to sacrifice everything. I can only hope that I will be doing it for a reason. Love is the greatest reason I can think of..and it's a greater reason when it's shared. I sure hope my instinct is correct, or my life is over. Don't you just love me the little ray of sunshine? Sorry, guys. Check you later, Jenn If you find yourself overly concerned or just overly curious, give me a call. I can probably use the encouragment/talking it out session.
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