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She..she screams in silence..a sullen riot penetrating through her mind...We...wait for a sign to smash the silence with the brick of self-control---Are you locked up in a world that's been planned out for you? Are you feeling like a social tool without any use? Scream at me until my ears bleed, I'm taking heed just for you--She...she's figured out..all her doubts are someone else's point of view..We...walking up to smash the silence with the brick of self-control--------

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"I'm really not that different, you just made me think so."

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mood:
now playing: weezer-my name is jonas
vocabulary:

My yesterdays....

Que paso? - 2006-09-10

Bah humbug. - 2006-01-16

I'm married. - 2005-09-01

In and around the lake... - 2005-07-22

I'll be the roundabout... - 2005-07-11

Previous - The beginning of the end.

Next - Makes me sick.

2003-02-07 - 3:00 p.m. - Some people wish they were never born, I merely wish I were born of someone else.

Screaming until I'm hoarse.

Crying until dry.

Hurting until my head aches.

Just tell me you love me one more time and I'll prove I always hated you.

And people wonder why I constantly feel I'm not good enough.

And people wonder why I don't have high opinions of people and the way they act and feel toward me.

People wonder why I live in fear.

I'm still afraid.