2003-02-24 - 9:27 p.m. -
We live in a beautiful world.
"I just...I know you can have any girl you want and I hate being reminded of that." "But, I have every girl I want, no wait, that's not what I meant. I mean, I have who I want." "I knew it! All right, what's her name?" I've decided that I am going to let go. Sean deserves to have someone who will trust him fully. I have decided he's worth letting go for. He's worth risking being hurt in a way that can never be healed. I'm letting go. Gees, it's so easy to say it and so hard to do it. When I wake up tomorrow I am going to smile and be happy because I have the most amazingly wonderful boyfriend, not to mention funny and intelligent with good taste in music and movies...could do something about his clothing sense though :P I am going to go fall asleep watching Devil's Own (hopefully fall asleep, if not I'll just read the Aeneid, it sure worked this afternoon). Check you later, jenn
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