2004-06-16 - 6:51 p.m. -
I'm real and I don't know.
I am frustrated. I am extremely frustrated. Brian and Aannabelle are in town and they are in Manchester. Anywhere but Manchester I would be able to see them tonight. But I work tomorrow at 10 am. I am sad. So instead I am going bowling with Bailey. There are problems with that too. I have an hour and a half to kill and then I will bowl for 2 hours. I suck at bowling and when I am nervous I suck even worse. So, never been out with this guy besides going to the gas station or seeing him at work and he has to see me in my worst element: the bowling alley. It is hot and sweaty and nasty in there. You know, I don't even care. I got an e-mail from Edison today and he said, "You don't call me or write me and I wonder if you want me anymore. I think you have forgotten about me." Now that is something I don't even want to get into. I got an e-mail from Kat telling me that she found a great deal with tickets for 600 and 5 nights in the Marriott at Buenos Aires and that her mom probably won't let her go alone to visit Marcelo so she wants me to go with her. Good times. That is a lot of freaking money and I am not sure I even want to pay it. Plus, that is Buenos Aires...my friends and people are in Montevideo. She may think I want to go back for Edison...but she would be in error if she did. Argh! I am feeling pretty shitty right now. Amanda is out of town to North Carolina and everyone else is in Manchester and I was supposed to go see Keith's show tonight and I am finking out like a little bitch. I give up. I am going to go call my brother. Check you later, Jenn
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