2003-03-11 - 10:38 p.m. -
All is quiet....
What a difference a day makes. My psychologist put a rubber band on my wrist and every time I think a negative thought I have to snap it. Interesting. Regardless, Sean is amazing and I am resolved to put him through my hell no longer. Today was wonderful and though I am home I was left with absolutely no margin for insecurity. I couldn't think a bad thought if I wanted to. I understand now. It's crazy. I spent half the day with him and half with his friends. He has some weird friends. It was a lot of fun though. I feel like doing some exercises because I ate so late in the day, despite the fact that all I ate was a baked potato and two rolls. I was sooo full. It cost me 13.00 too. Such is life. It was worth it for the fun times had. Tomorrow I am going to write a paper for my friend...7 pages. I checked out 6 books from the library and I have the whole world wide web to help me. This will be her birthday present. It'll do me some good to write such a long paper since being out of school will dull my skills. I work tomorrow and Thursday and then Nick comes in Thursday night to hang out and then Friday and then leaves Friday night. I am excited. I haven't seen him since...this summer some time. It's going to be crazy. I am so pumped. Well, Puppy looks really bored so I'll go take advantage of our free trial of showtime and hbo. Check you later, Jenn
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