2005-03-25 - 7:17 a.m. -
I am so anxious.
I am so tired. I got a job, but I got a full time job, straight up 40 hours. That is all well and good. It's money and I will have insurance by the time I'm married. I need better shoes because I stand all day long. I need a better back too because I am bad at leaning over my work. Going shopping with Daniel when I get off work this afternoon. This will be interesting. I am so tired. I have also decided that I am frighteningly overweight. I am almost back to what I was before. That is no good. I think that living without a scale makes me gain weight because I am not aware of it. When I lived at home I never ate dinner and I didn't eat much at lunch and I checked the scale all the time just to know. I lived for 7 months without a scale and bam! Now I need to lose like 50 pounds. I wish I didn't have to worry about it. I wish I had some sort of magical drink that gave me just the nourishment I needed and just the calories I could handle and nothing more. That would be amazing. Oh man, time to get ready for work.
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