2005-03-08 - 8:37 p.m. -
And in the simplest of words, she knew, about forgiveness.
Hahaha. Soooo, I still haven't found a job. Yee-haw. I am still trying. I am hoping. I am feeling a bit disturbed by the fact that I have not found a job. I am thinking it is perhaps a sign that maybe I shouldn't be here. That makes me sad. I don't know what to do or feel. It sucks. Umm, let's see here. I have been sick for the last 4 days. I have some sort of deadly sinus/allergies attack and it won't go away. It refuses. I got to see Amanda last night and she came in to eat at Pie in the Sky while I was working and that's very cool. My birthday is in 8 days. That is exciting. I will be 21. Wow. I never thought that day would come. It just goes to show that time is still continuing and the things that I wait for do come, despite the fact that I am waiting for them. The next big one...oh you know it. I am trying not to wait for it, but it's just so hard not to look forward to something that I think about every day, and have thought about since I was like 4 years old. But regardless, life is good, despite the fact that I anxiously await future events, one of those being FINDING A JOB! Argh. I watched A Day Without A Mexican tonight and it was really, really good. I cried. But hell, I cried at the conclusion of Van Wilder today. Perhaps I am just emotional, and this time I can't blame it on pms. So, yeah. Happy birthday to Brian and happy birthday to J, and soon-to-be happy birthday to me, Cole, and then Happy Birthday to Sarah! I am done here.
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