2004-05-09 - 9:05 a.m. -
Espera por mi!!
I cannot say really how I feel. I go through feelings so rapidly in this country that I would never have thought twice about calling home 5 months ago. Now? Now I am trying to find jobs so I can save as much money as possible to take me to Uruguay or bring Uruguay to me. But, I am very glad to have my friends. They mean so much to me and I have missed them. I am afraid though, that I will disappoint them. I am not the same person as when I left and I do not know if the person I am now is better or worse, in their eyes anyway. But I cannot worry about that. The person I am now does not worry as incessantly about things I cannot control. I only worry about things like finding a job, which tops my list right now, especially since it is very important to me to go to Edison or bring Edison to me. I saw Kill Bill vol. 2 last night (finally) with Lisa and Jamie and it made me happy, not the movie, the people. The movie though too, was very funny and very well done. I was not expecting a lot of that. Today I have to go to work and then I am going to Clarksville to pick someone up and then go to a Cursive concert that I promised I would go to eventhough I don't have time or money. I had better go get ready for "work" now. No, I don't really have a job there but Bryan is going to use me for all I am worth while he can giving me whatever days everyone else asks off, and that is fine with me because making money while I am looking for another job is better than not having anything. Check you later, Jenn Congratulations Nathan and Anil!!!!!
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