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She..she screams in silence..a sullen riot penetrating through her mind...We...wait for a sign to smash the silence with the brick of self-control---Are you locked up in a world that's been planned out for you? Are you feeling like a social tool without any use? Scream at me until my ears bleed, I'm taking heed just for you--She...she's figured out..all her doubts are someone else's point of view..We...walking up to smash the silence with the brick of self-control--------

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"I'm really not that different, you just made me think so."

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My yesterdays....

Que paso? - 2006-09-10

Bah humbug. - 2006-01-16

I'm married. - 2005-09-01

In and around the lake... - 2005-07-22

I'll be the roundabout... - 2005-07-11

Previous - Looking up.

Next - Always is quite often.

2003-10-07 - 1:12 p.m. - Guilty is really a choice and a chore.

Standing in a hallway in the middle of a little liberal arts private university, crying to my mommy because I just don't want to go to class. I can't describe what I was feeling. I wanted to skip three out of four of my classes and having gone to two of those three and being about to go to the third, I realize it wasn't that hard to just go to class and tough it out. I am hungry and I am freezing my ass off (I swear they keep this building at 30 below), but I am proud of myself just mainly for doing what I really didn't want to do. It's not so much that I was scared to go it's just for some reason I just wanted to go home and be. I wanted to be in my apartment, safe and secure and away from everything.

I was doing so well. Argh. I think I am more stressed out because of switching jobs and I still haven't even told McDonald's that I am not showing up because I don't want to break Rebecca's heart. I am going to be late if I don't run along.

Check you later,

Jenn