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2003-09-11 - 4:03 a.m. -
It's gonna happen, might as well be ready.
It's 4:03 a.m. and I am awake because I started school two weeks late and am way behind. Tonight is my night to read a few books, a couple short and one long book about the upper class in Europe during the reign of Henri II, exciting I know. My life has hit a speed-bump, and it's about damned time. I need to chill out and just get by. Late night waffle house excursions have been depressing me as of late. I could say why but that would be admitting way too much about the characteristics of me that I consider pathetic. I am fighting to find a place to sit when everyone on the proverbial bus is casually scooting to the edge of the seat as I approach. Such is life, neh? I'll make a spot, though I am not promising it will be conventional. Having hot pink, maroon, orang-esque hair at Lipscomb is demanding enough. I regret giving off the impression and yet, I don't. At least I'm not scared for people to judge me. That's a step up in my world. I am that much closer to not being an obsessive people-pleaser. Woo. I get a cookie...or maybe a coffee would be more appropriate. Check you later, Jenn |