2003-09-12 - 5:30 p.m. -
Try to love you baby, but you push me away.
I can't win. There are things I could do to improve my stasis in life, but none of them promises results and it's too hard to work on self improvement when improving one's self does not guarantee happiness or prosperity. I need to spend more time with Lipscomb people. I need to spend less time working. I need to spend less time hating myself and more time loving others. I need to know who my real friends are and if they are non-existent then I need to make some. I need to get rid of this headache. I need to take a shower. Good-bye.
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