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"I'm really not that different, you just made me think so."
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2003-09-15 - 6:53 a.m. -
I know this because Tyler knows this.
Getting off to a bad start with school. I have a lot of makeup work to do, but I just keep working a lot and when I am not working, partying. I don't know how I manage to party so much when I have so few friends, but I guess I just have friends I adore so much that it comes easily. Then there are those "friends" that I am not so sure about. I am sure they exist, as people, but as for their intentions in what could be seen as friendship, I am not so sure. I have lived on my "own" for about, let's see here, 5+ months and in that time I have never spent an evening alone. I think that socially I am drained. I think I need some good alone time to refuel and just sit and think (and not about the fact that I am alone for that thinking time). Work was cool last night. The highlight of my evening was the 20 minutes I got to spend with Catherine while on a break. For the first time in 4 weeks we were not locked in until 1 am and it was refreshing to get to visit and leave the store on my break. I think I need to stop smoking so I can work out. I am sure my heartrate can't handle it if I start right now. Today I need to read something like four books to get caught up for Tuesday's classes. Maybe five. Ahh well, I am sure that I can do it if I want to badly enough. Every time I did something at work tonight I hurt myself in some way. I have a big ugly bruise and a sprained thumb and a whole myriad of multi-colored bruises unpleasantly decorating my pale self. I guess it's time for shower and sleep. Check you later, Jenn |