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"I'm really not that different, you just made me think so."

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mood: psychotic
now playing: Guster
vocabulary: schizoid

My yesterdays....

• Que paso? - 2006-09-10

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	High
Schizoid:	Moderate
Schizotypal:	High
Antisocial:	Moderate
Borderline:	Very High
Histrionic:	Very High
Narcissistic:	Very High
Avoidant:	High
Dependent:	High
Obsessive-Compulsive:	High
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I just found this entirely too funny.Well...really..more sad than funny. I knew I had problems but DAMN. lol.

Lisa and I went shopping today. I am torn between a few things I want to get her. I guess the real problem is that I feel that birthday presents are very personal, that if you get someone something he/she doesn't care like..it's indicative of how well you know the person and how good your friendship is. I am afraid I will find out that I am not tuned into Lisa, that I don't listen and watch enough. But maybe Lisa is just like me in that we don't really express what we want and we often don't want anything because we feel we don't exactly deserve it, that we are not worth the cost of the item. I don't know, I guess that goes with one of my psychoses up there.

I took a three hour nap today and I feel terrible for it. I hate taking naps, it makes me feel lazy and gross, especially after I have eaten..but it's always after I have eaten because I think my hypoglycemia is so bad that even if I don't nap..then wherever I am I am probably asleep sitting/standing up. It was so bad at work on Sunday I made a pot of coffee and drank some(I HATE real coffee) and then yesterday I broke down and drank some Dr Pepper to get some caffeine. It sucks.

Such is life.

I gave the thought of buying a different car a slight bit of consideration. Then I looked at Cavaliers and Malibus and decided helllll no. It's not worth it. I couldn't find any manual ones or sunroofless ones so they all came to around 18,000..which is about exactly what I owe on my Camaro..pointless to switch over.

I kind of miss my brother right now. Now they tell me he isn't coming home for Christmas. I asked Lisa if she wants to go to California at Christmas and I was very serious. I think it would be a lot of fun but I doubt that her parents will miss the inevitable trip to Texas or Alabama or whatnot. But it would be really cool, we could fly into LA and then do all that jazz down there and then ride up with Dave to San Fran and do all that jazz up there and have Christmas with my Grandma, Grandpa and cousins, the cool cousins. Unfortunately, the plane tickets for that time of year and expensive..but if I happen to find a cheap flight and her mom happens to say ok....just a wish I suppose.

Ok, I am boring everyone now.

Check you later,

Jenn