2003-08-16 - 12:24 p.m. -
Oh to know that all things work together for good.
I am insane. My priorities are all messed up. I'm not sure what is important to me anymore. I have some sort of sick desperation rising in my heart. It's scary. I find my tongue is a lot looser than it used to be. I'm not always sure what I am saying when I say it or why. Oh to be a child again knowing what I know, or at least how I'd turn out so that I could make the ultimate decision not to be this way. I wish I could go back and do everything differently. I wish, I wish, I wish. I never did belong among the dreamers. Check you later, Jenn
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