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2002-12-01 - 9:00 a.m. -
I am so happy, but I dread finals.
It's funny. I can either worry myself to death, or not care at all, two extremes of a spectrum. Right now, I care way too much. I also know that although I don't feel totally secure, this is the most secure I have ever felt(if you take out the security felt when you don't give a damn about your significant other). He said that 90% of the time we are together is spent laughing and only 10% of the time is spent being funny. I dunno. I guess I laugh when I am having fun. I just want to smile so wide and can't achieve a wide enough smile without full blown laughter. I love it. His temperature was 103, but I didn't care as I laid my head on his chest and watched the Neverending Story II (Yes, really). I could get sick, sure, but it wouldn't be worse than going two days without seeing him. I feel like a slave to emotion. I'm "whipped" I suppose. I can't pretend that -everything- is perfect. If I ever thought that there were no flaws in a relationship then I would -know- that it was all in my head and I was just hoping all the bad away. But, these aren't even bad things, just inconveniences sometimes. It's good that I am rational enough to be aware of everything--good or bad. It makes me realize that I truly am smitten. I am in deep smit. Time for church. Check you later, Jenn |