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2002-12-20 - 9:14 a.m. -
Sometimes I want to hug him and sometimes I want to beat the shit out of him.
I am so fucking pissed off. I just don't get it. What is the male obsession with...ARGH! He is really pissing me off and it's totally all him in the wrong, but he has this way of making me feel guilty when he doesn't get something that he shouldn't get anyway. A nice boyfriend, a considerate boyfriend, a mature boyfriend, or even just a smart boyfriend wouldn't even ask. I can guarantee that all the male friends I have don't and wouldn't. So of all the guy I know...why the hell am I with one who is obviously not going to treat me right in that regard? Why must I be so purposefully degraded? Because he's perfect in every other way. But..if this relationship were put on a scale would the two even out? Is he so wonderful that I can overlook this very limited and yet very large flaw? I guess it us depends how much self-respect I have... and we all know I have so much of that. *sigh* I need to go work out. Check you later, Jenn |