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"I'm really not that different, you just made me think so."

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My yesterdays....

• Que paso? - 2006-09-10

Just when I think that my faith in humanity can't get any lower...

Let me clear some things up, for the record.

I take a lot of shit for saying things that everyone else is saying, because I actually admit to it.

I sometimes say things on behalf of other people when they themselves are too scared to say it. If I think it should be said..I'll say it myself and then take the heat.

But something I will NOT do is take shit for something I did NOT say, especially when what I allegedly said was derogatory toward someone I care a whole lot about.

I don't like the fact that I am going to lose sleep tonight because some asshole decided he would try and elevate his status in some way. It makes me want to vomit. It makes me want to cry.

But most of all, I ache because someone I have spent a lot of time caring about thinks that I think she is evil in some way and really I think she's a very sweet, caring, beautiful, and under-appreciated human being. She'll never believe it of herself, and that is her only fault--her inability to see herself as others see her. I wish I could take back what this selfish asshole did, but I fear it's probably too late.

Go ahead, give me shit, make accusations. I know what happened and I'm through with this high school bullshit.