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"I'm really not that different, you just made me think so."

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mood: resolute
now playing: rolling stones
vocabulary: inolvidalo

My yesterdays....

• Que paso? - 2006-09-10

The feelings go in and out. I think I am much more self aware here. I understand. When I was at home, if I was feeling down, it was not as recognizable for being what it was. I thought there were reasons. Now that I am in a great place, school is easy, I do not have to work and yet always have money, and where I have this ultimate freedom to just live and let live...I am getting bummed. I am getting the blues. It has nothing to do with my surroundings. I have no rational reason to ever be depressed in this place. There is no stimuli here that can cause this. I guess I know for certain what I kept wanting to deny. It's all in my head.

So now..what to do. Well, tomorrow I am going to Buenos Aires. Alone. By myself. I am going to one of the largest cities in the world by myself and I am going to have a good time. When I come back I am going to go see Rosario and Alfredo and Augustine. Monday I will call Jose for his birthday. Tuesday I am going to watch Pe�arol vs The Strongest (Bolivia Team) and hope to God that I do not get beat up. I should probably do something else for my birthday, but Rachael is ditching class to go to the game with me and we will probably go out after the game or something. Maybe I will ask Josh if he can extend curfew for my birthday. That would be awfully nice.

I don't really have any plans for this weekend. I guess I will just go where the breeze takes me. I will take lots of pictures as well.

Time to go to bed. I am paranoid I will not wake up at my alarm or that my batteries will go out in the night. Estoy loca.

Check you later,

Jenn