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• Que paso? - 2006-09-10

Well, my birthday is almost over.

Sean is the most wonderful boyfriend ever.

He bought me too much stuff, but I'll be sure to make it up to him. I love him so much.

I ate way too much today. I decided a few days ago that it would be the last day before a large crash diet. It was this time two years ago that I did the crash diet that made me the size that I am rather than the extremely fat tub of lard I was before. Now I am just moderately fat and could stand to lose 30....50 pounds.

My goal is not unreasonable. I have two and a half months to lose 35 pounds. Healthy is supposed to be about 5 pounds a week. That is 10 weeks...times 5...50 pounds, so certainly 35 is not bad at all and definitely attainable. I have also learned that I am plenty capable of keeping the weight off. The prospect of finally getting rid of the last of it makes me so excited. I can't wait to go to the beach. I can't wait to feel good about myself.

On a lighter note (haha, punny, no?), I turned in an application at Cat's Music yesterday and they called me back tonight. I have an interview tomorrow at 3:30!!! She said she specifically needs people during the day (perfect) and I am extremely excited, not only at the idea of finally having a day job, but the fact that it is in a music and movies store! I mean, seriously, could a job fit my interests any better? I don't even care how much they pay.

I am soo excited and yet sooo tired. I'll bet my anticipation of my interview will prevent me from sleeping tonight. Great. Now I can be sniffling, aching, sneezing, coughing (I have a cold), and sleep deprived for my interview.

Nighty night.

Thank you to every one who called and/or instant messaged me for my birthday. You guys mean so much to me.

Check you later,

Jenn