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"I'm really not that different, you just made me think so."

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mood: crazed
now playing: yes-owner of a lonely heart(compliments of vice city)
vocabulary: peaceful sleep

My yesterdays....

• Que paso? - 2006-09-10

For some reason...I have been eating a lot in the last few days. I mean, no more than like two meals a day, but for me...two full meals is eating myself under the table. My body can't metabolize that much food and I am afraid to weigh because I think I've gained like 10 pounds in the last week. Argh. I am supposed to be dieting. The days are fading fast and soon I won't have time enough to lose what I want to lose by beach time.

Oh man. I had the weirdest dream last night. I have no idea where it came from, but it was freaky. Evidently I was a stripper in some bar thing and I was backstage and there were all these costumes and I kept trying to layer on clothing so that I would take off a lot of stuff but never be naked. It was so weird. People were calling to me to hurry up. This dream was after the dream where I was at some festival and wanted some fruit and they had all those food stands but they were so incredibly high-priced that I was freaking out because I just wanted a banana. The banana was like 3.89 and I was dying to get one. Then all of a sudden I was in an employee meeting with other people I knew who were not employees...and then the whole stripping thing and this is probably why my body refuses to go to sleep. My head is afraid of dreaming so it doesn't let me sleep at night. I figured it out! *sigh*

Well, I am going to go to work in a couple hours and just sit and read a book for a few hours.

Check you later,

Jenn