2003-04-01 - 7:17 a.m. -
I had a really nice time the other night.
Today could be the day that I have been dreading. Patty told me I can't please everyone. I can't give and give and give and make everyone happy at once. She said it's impossible. I'd like to think that there must be a way, but I know there isn't. Someone is going to get hurt and I think that today is the day. Life is unfair sometimes. Life would be great if I could just pause my current life right now and then live another one to test the waters and then if that doesn't work out just resume the other where I left off. Argh. I smell like french fries. Puppy is curled up in the covers on the bed even though I had to get up and get dressed for work. I wish I could join him. I want to avoid what I think is going to happen. Well, it had to happen sometime. I could have avoided this. No one had to get hurt, but I am retarded. ARGH! I am off to work. Check you later, Jenn
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