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She..she screams in silence..a sullen riot penetrating through her mind...We...wait for a sign to smash the silence with the brick of self-control---Are you locked up in a world that's been planned out for you? Are you feeling like a social tool without any use? Scream at me until my ears bleed, I'm taking heed just for you--She...she's figured out..all her doubts are someone else's point of view..We...walking up to smash the silence with the brick of self-control--------

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"I'm really not that different, you just made me think so."

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mood:
now playing: eve 6-nightmare
vocabulary:

My yesterdays....

Que paso? - 2006-09-10

Bah humbug. - 2006-01-16

I'm married. - 2005-09-01

In and around the lake... - 2005-07-22

I'll be the roundabout... - 2005-07-11

Previous - Oh, brother.

Next - This is dangerous.

2003-05-21 - 7:23 a.m. - In my nightmare I feel so alive.

I love how things build up to a climax and then just skip it.

You take all these steps toward this one big finish and then expectations slowly dissipate as you lose your guts, your drive. You decide all of a sudden that the climax is not worth it. There is still some good you can do.

So I am back where I started. I want to follow it through. I want to take the road less traveled. I want all the pain along the way.

What sucks is the damage that is done that hasn't been dealt out yet. What happens when someone slips and tells my climactic plan that never went through? What then? What new evil can errupt?

Oy vey.

One day at a time.

Just 8 hours today and then tomorrow I am off. The only problem is that I already pretty much have the full day off planned with all the shit I have to do. Fun times.

Time for work.

Check you later,

Jenn