2002-11-14 - 6:10 a.m. -
You've already won me over, in spite of me.
"I'm down with that." The phrase of the evening. Now all I can say is, "wow." I was expecting it but somehow not expecting it. It was the weirdest feeling in the world, but not a bad one. It was, however, extremely cold. I think I am still in shock stage. Everything wasn't supposed to work out for me, but it has. I didn't think it could. I'm not quite sure what I've got right now, but there is something and I'm going to enjoy it. Dammit, I am going to enjoy it. There is something I want to analyze. There is one statement that I can worry over. It's a valid worry, but I don't want to do it. I don't want to have to excuse myself, but I know I will. Urgh. How do you explain that it's not your fault...that you're gross and have no control over it? Whatever. I will cross that bridge when I come to it..hell..I came to it last night and turned around to take another route. Ugh! This isn't going to be easy. Yesterday I woke up..went to chapel...slept..went to my three classes and then ran a bunch of errands and then I stopped by work to say hey to my co-workers and then we went to the park, and then we watched a movie. That was my day. Today I have a political science test I had intended to study for last night. Heaven help me. I am gonna run now. Check you later, Jenn
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