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• Que paso? - 2006-09-10

Ok, let's see here. Saturday I went to Keith's and we ate cherry pie and then played some pool. He lost both games. He just kept messing up. I think when we go bowling or play pool or whatever he's just way too nervous. It's funny. He goes crazy when he loses and I could really care less. After playing pool we saw Love, Actually. I really wish I had seen a different movie with him. It's not good to see a romantic comedy with a guy whose relationship to you is up in the air. He was definitely weird after the movie. But I'm over it.

Sunday was...Sunday. I worked last night and made all right money (good thing since I have quite a few bills to pay). I need to get a second job to help pay for Uruguay. Each and every day I regret my decision more as I realize how long four months is and how much can change in the lives of those important to you while you're gone. Oy. I want this to better the situation between Gus and me and not worsen it. I really wish I did not think so highly of him. It kills me sometimes. All I have to say is that if things are meant to be then they will be. I just think back to the first time I met him and the way he used to look at me before I started dating Jerry. It will never be like that again, and yet I keep hoping.

Oh well, gotta go pick my mom up from work.

Check you later,

Jenn