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She..she screams in silence..a sullen riot penetrating through her mind...We...wait for a sign to smash the silence with the brick of self-control---Are you locked up in a world that's been planned out for you? Are you feeling like a social tool without any use? Scream at me until my ears bleed, I'm taking heed just for you--She...she's figured out..all her doubts are someone else's point of view..We...walking up to smash the silence with the brick of self-control--------

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"I'm really not that different, you just made me think so."

What's up?

mood: confused
now playing: Radiohead-Like Spinning Plates
vocabulary: cretin

My yesterdays....

Que paso? - 2006-09-10

Bah humbug. - 2006-01-16

I'm married. - 2005-09-01

In and around the lake... - 2005-07-22

I'll be the roundabout... - 2005-07-11

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2002-09-25 - 6:37 p.m. - Make it go away.

Just when I think I am ok...I dunno. It's not any one thing it's just..it seems like yesterday I was looking at everything optimistically and somehow by default today I am not. Today..everything has gone wrong and everything that was going good has been ruined.

It's funny. No, it's not funny. It's tragic.

It's all in my head. I understand that..but am I that much closer to fixing it? No. I have more reinforcement for my bad thoughts than I do for my good.

I'm so sorry that you read this :P

Bitch, bitch, bitch.

Check you later,

Jenn