winter's day-
in a deep and dark December
I am alone-
Gazing from my window to the streets below
On a freshly fallen silent shroud of snow.

I am a rock, I am an island.

I've built walls,
A fortress deep and mighty
That none may penetrate
I have no need of friendship
friendship causes pain
It's laughter and loving I disdain

I am a rock, I am an island

Don't talk of love
but I've heard the word before
It's sleeping in my memory
I won't disturb the slumber�
of the feelings that have died
If I never loved I never would have cried

I am a rock, I am an island

I have my books
and my poetry to protect me
I am shielded in my armour
Hiding in my room, safe within my womb,
I touch no one and no one touches me.

I am a rock, I am an island

And a rock feels no pain, and an island
never cries.
-Simon and Garfunkel
2002-12-30 - Only because I love you, only because I really do.
2002-12-30 - With a jetpack strapped to my back ready to go
2002-12-29 - I've been wating for a girl like you (Damn you, Foreigner)
2002-12-28 - Your movements echo that I have seen the real thing
2002-12-27 - My happiness slowly creeping back...
2002-12-24 - Can you touch me?
2002-12-23 - I hate my computer
2002-12-21 - I know you're out there, somewhere out there(again)
2002-12-20 - Sometimes I want to hug him and sometimes I want to beat the shit out of him.
2002-12-18 - Enter sandman, dammit!
2002-12-16 - I am smelling like a rose that somebody gave me on my birthday deathbed.
2002-12-16 - And she says it's natural
2002-12-14 - Wine for the woman who made the rain come.
2002-12-12 - So I've been told.
2002-12-11 - I don't like what you've got me hanging from
2002-12-10 - That was me in Grade 9 baby
2002-12-09 - You can be my yoko ono
2002-12-07 - All I know is that I don't know nothing
2002-12-05 - How deep is your love?
2002-12-05 - Makes a plan to take a stand but always ends up sitting.
2002-12-04 - My heart whispers in my ear
2002-12-03 - I didn't mean to.
2002-12-03 - And if I look into your eyes, will you notice me? I notice you.
2002-12-01 - I am so happy, but I dread finals.
2002-11-29 - How about some information, please?
2002-11-28 - Too heavy too light too black or too white too wrong or too right--cumbersome.
2002-11-26 - Won't you please take me home.
2002-11-25 - You're not the only one, but you're the best Bradley!
2002-11-23 - I hate people.
2002-11-22 - I hope this feeling never goes away.
2002-11-21 - Were you never kind, were you always cruel? Who's ever seen that other side of you?
2002-11-20 - Do they make chill pills?
2002-11-19 - Obla di obla da, life goes on.
2002-11-18 - Do you believe in life after love?
2002-11-16 - Smile to the girl at the door, another 4 dollar whore but don't look her in the eyes, she'll break your heart.
2002-11-15 - Haha, Harry Potter on puberty.
2002-11-14 - I think I missed the point.
2002-11-14 - You've already won me over, in spite of me.
2002-11-13 - You wascally wabbit.
2002-11-11 - My reflection, dirty mirror; there's no connection to myself.
2002-11-10 - When everything's gone wrong.
2002-11-09 - I wanna go back to bed.
2002-11-08 - No, KITTY!
2002-11-06 - No, the ring does NOT fit.
2002-11-05 - I need dirty old man repellant.
2002-11-04 - It's not your fault it gets this hard.
2002-11-03 - I know you're out there, somewhere out there.
2002-11-02 - I can't get the top off the bottom of the barrel.
2002-11-02 - Fill it with love.
2002-11-01 - Good little Halloween.
2002-10-30 - A funny thing happened on the way to the market...
2002-10-30 - I wash my hands of it.
2002-10-29 - Pulling teeth. (Compliments of Nick 2)
2002-10-28 - Every evening when he gets home to fix his supper and eat it alone.
2002-10-28 - If I could you know I would just hold your hand and you'd understand.
2002-10-27 - This is only a test.
2002-10-26 - So much for getting sleep.
2002-10-25 - You can't die...who is going to keep the dementors away?
2002-10-24 - His name was Mr Bojangles and he danced for me.
2002-10-24 - I have to sneeze.
2002-10-23 - Time needs to go by quicker.
2002-10-23 - Oh happy day.
2002-10-22 - I really REALLY hate my suitemates.
2002-10-21 - Doctors suck.
2002-10-20 - I will make time.
2002-10-20 - Fuck it or fight it, it's all the same.
2002-10-19 - Could you show me?
2002-10-18 - I need to do laundry.
2002-10-17 - My cold reflection scares me at this hour, how I wish I could sleep.
2002-10-16 - I am not going to do what I just did.
2002-10-16 - They may be ahead of the men...
2002-10-15 - Who sucked out the feeling?
2002-10-14 - I'd like to..but feel unable.
2002-10-13 - I -will- recover and I -will- get enough sleep.
2002-10-13 - I give up.
2002-10-10 - I wanna stay home today.
2002-10-09 - "This is it, the day I get serious about my searching!"
2002-10-08 - Coordinating conjunctions, eat this!
2002-10-08 - I can't stop sneezing.
2002-10-06 - Here comes the night owl.
2002-10-04 - And they're off!
2002-10-04 - I can't get no....satisfaction.
2002-10-02 - "That boy needs therapy."
2002-10-01 - Your movements echo that I have seen the real thing(Hee hee, I know where that is from now).
2002-09-29 - Looong ass weekend.
2002-09-27 - I have no control.
2002-09-27 - I want to rip my hair out.
2002-09-25 - Make it go away.
2002-09-25 - I'm sooo over it.
2002-09-23 - Alanis Morrisette-Thank You
2002-09-22 - I remember when...
2002-09-21 - Good people.
2002-09-21 - Goodness.
2002-09-20 - All work and no play makes Jenn a dull girl.
2002-09-18 - Screw it all to hell.
2002-09-17 - Good old suitemates strike again.
2002-09-17 - Down on the corner...
2002-09-15 - Happy Birthday Beau and Jenna.
2002-09-14 - Perhaps I spoke too soon.
2002-09-12 - And when I feel like giving up like my world is falling down...
2002-09-11 - Hard to look anywhere but up from where I'm standing.
2002-09-11 - Pictures of my living conditions.
2002-09-10 - I'm sorry.
2002-09-10 - Another day goes by and I am still unhappy.
2002-09-09 - My literary lover.
2002-09-08 - I am living at home next semester.
2002-09-06 - Eh?
2002-09-05 - Decide to be the reason why I stay another night.
2002-09-04 - Booooorrrrriiiiinnnngggg.
2002-09-02 - Craziness, just craziness.
2002-08-31 - Because today was a good day.
2002-08-30 - I wish you'd talk to me.
2002-08-28 - A big splash..ha..I get it.
2002-08-27 - First stop--Biology.
2002-08-26 - Ha! Here's a good story for you.
2002-08-26 - Not worth your time.
2002-08-24 - Looking up.
2002-08-24 - Things -will- get better.
2002-08-22 - Until then.
2002-08-22 - Mallrats...Forrest Gump..Memento...Chili's....
2002-08-20 - Vagary.
2002-08-19 - 4 days left....
2002-08-18 - Jell-O shots and I see stars.
2002-08-16 - It's just another day.
2002-08-15 - I want to start school NOW.
2002-08-14 - You can't buy me! (Starts taking off her clothes)
2002-08-13 - Where's that damn snooze button?
2002-08-12 - One hand on the wheel, the other out the window, a smile on my face, my middle finger up.
2002-08-12 - Mmmmm...happiness.
2002-08-11 - Oh, Lisa.
2002-08-10 - Let there be light!
2002-08-09 - 19 Days in a row..that's a cinch!
2002-08-08 - A productive day.
2002-08-06 - I really am psychotic, I swear.
2002-08-05 - Perilous.
2002-08-04 - Sometimes I should just keep my mouth shut or only say hello.
2002-08-03 - All I have now is a memory to date.
2002-08-02 - 10 long hours.....finally over.
2002-08-01 - A funeral..but no burial.
2002-07-31 - I give up, I finally give up.
2002-07-31 - Simple Pages on my mind.
2002-07-29 - Weezer
2002-07-29 - More whining.
2002-07-28 - The time is right, but I feel all wrong.
2002-07-27 - My bile shakes as I hit 80 on the open road...
2002-07-25 - Regret.
2002-07-24 - A sadder day will never come.
2002-07-24 - Good people.
2002-07-22 - Sign my guestbook.
2002-07-22 - Letting the days go by.
2002-07-21 - My thoughts are once again invaded.
2002-07-20 - What is the world coming to?
2002-07-19 - I'm not an addict, baby.
2002-07-18 - What I got.
2002-07-17 - "I can't remember to forget..."
2002-07-17 - Relationships and Jenn just don't work.
2002-07-16 - Boredom whispered in my ear.
2002-07-16 - Loooong surveys are fun fun fun!
2002-07-15 - And my life sinks back into boring nothingness.
2002-07-14 - It was a day like any other.
2002-07-14 - I don't get how any one person can love herself so damn much.
2002-07-12 - Advance..is..over!

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