winter's day-
in a deep and dark December
I am alone-
Gazing from my window to the streets below
On a freshly fallen silent shroud of snow.

I am a rock, I am an island.

I've built walls,
A fortress deep and mighty
That none may penetrate
I have no need of friendship
friendship causes pain
It's laughter and loving I disdain

I am a rock, I am an island

Don't talk of love
but I've heard the word before
It's sleeping in my memory
I won't disturb the slumber�
of the feelings that have died
If I never loved I never would have cried

I am a rock, I am an island

I have my books
and my poetry to protect me
I am shielded in my armour
Hiding in my room, safe within my womb,
I touch no one and no one touches me.

I am a rock, I am an island

And a rock feels no pain, and an island
never cries.
-Simon and Garfunkel
2003-12-31 - You ain't got thems skills
2003-12-30 - I am not going to get my hopes up.
2003-12-29 - Do me a favor..
2003-12-29 - Borateen tell me what's it all mean?
2003-12-27 - And in the simplest of words, she knew about forgiveness
2003-12-24 - Well, your subconscious was trying to take us to Shreveport.
2003-12-21 - J.R. is my new best friend
2003-12-19 - Women seem wicked, when you're unwanted.
2003-12-18 - Chained to all the places where he never wished to stay
2003-12-18 - Oh, oh, there's a solution.
2003-12-17 - Regresar del Rey
2003-12-15 - "I'm not working toward anything, I am just waiting until I don't have to live anymore."
2003-12-14 - Take time with a wounded hand....
2003-12-13 - I want to run through your wicked garden
2003-12-10 - Whether the weather is cold...
2003-12-07 - Real friends stab you in the front.
2003-12-05 - Trust me, it's not a lack of desire.
2003-12-04 - If you don't like the way I'm living...
2003-12-02 - I go to parties sometimes until 4, it's hard to leave when you can't find the door.
2003-11-30 - Ain't I tough enough, baby?
2003-11-29 - Try to run but somehow you just keep on staying, can't decide on which way to go
2003-11-27 - Seeing double double double vision
2003-11-26 - I want to flip to the end and make sure it's a happy one.
2003-11-23 - There goes the neighborhood.
2003-11-21 - Make it stop.
2003-11-20 - Junk in the trunk. I think I'm going to start working out again.
2003-11-17 - The way things used to be
2003-11-14 - What do I have to do?
2003-11-12 - I just want to know if I've got a chance.
2003-11-09 - Juggling was never my forte.
2003-11-07 - He always leaves me more confused than I was before.
2003-11-02 - I give up.
2003-10-30 - I just want to be catching up to you.
2003-10-29 - Time's up, stand up, face the music.
2003-10-27 - Bringing on the heartbreak
2003-10-24 - It's been a while...
2003-10-14 - It was an evening I shared with the sun to find out where we belong.
2003-10-10 - Jennifer and the terrible, horrible, no good, very bad day.
2003-10-08 - Always is quite often.
2003-10-07 - Guilty is really a choice and a chore.
2003-10-05 - Looking up.
2003-10-04 - Oh heaven, bliss such as this should be illegal.
2003-10-03 - Let me help you put aside your moral fiber.
2003-09-30 - Crying won't help you, praying won't do you no good.
2003-09-26 - The same old thing we did last week.
2003-09-23 - I've got to ramble.
2003-09-19 - You took along her look and my ass and then played golf for a while.
2003-09-15 - I know this because Tyler knows this.
2003-09-12 - Try to love you baby, but you push me away.
2003-09-11 - It's gonna happen, might as well be ready.
2003-09-08 - Come on, it's everything.
2003-09-03 - Welcome to the Hotel California.
2003-09-01 - I've found the simple life, ain't so simple.
2003-08-27 - You say..I only hear what I want to.
2003-08-21 - But the beauty of this vision alone, just like yesterday's sunset, has been perverted by the sentimental and mistaken for love.
2003-08-17 - You can never break the chain.
2003-08-16 - Oh to know that all things work together for good.
2003-08-09 - I wish they all could be California......
2003-08-03 - A little fucked up and a little unsure.
2003-08-01 - There are two paths you can go down.
2003-07-30 - Snoop doggy doooooooogggg.
2003-07-27 - I like candy.
2003-07-26 - And so it goes.
2003-07-24 - Do I wear you out? You must wonder why I'm relentless and all strung out. I'm consumed by the chill of solitary.
2003-07-24 - Sanity is not statistical.
2003-07-21 - Well if you could check into my brain you'd know exactly what you mean
2003-07-20 - Just tell me..what do I have to do?
2003-07-17 - I swear I can't win.
2003-07-16 - How much can I really handle?
2003-07-14 - Share a moment, share a life.
2003-07-13 - Today is the day...
2003-07-09 - I should have seen it coming.
2003-07-07 - Hmm...
2003-07-04 - Oh, brother. Not again.
2003-07-01 - Don't let the world bring you down, not everyone here is that fucked up and cold.
2003-06-27 - And so it goes.
2003-06-24 - I said 'good morning' when what I meant to say was 'Stop being such an asshole.'
2003-06-21 - How's it going to be?
2003-06-14 - Grrr.
2003-06-11 - Damn you, diaryland.
2003-06-05 - How bout unabashedly bauling your eyes out.
2003-05-29 - Life...is bigger...
2003-05-27 - This is dangerous.
2003-05-21 - In my nightmare I feel so alive.
2003-05-17 - Oh, brother.
2003-05-15 - We were born to be princes of the universe
2003-05-13 - Every Everclear song is the same song, different lyrics.
2003-05-10 - I. . . . . .want candy.
2003-05-08 - Very...interesting.
2003-05-06 - What!? No chicken strips?! No malt liquor!?
2003-05-02 - More than 24 hours in a day would be nice.
2003-04-30 - Whatdo I have to do?
2003-04-29 - I stabbed myself with a child-proof pin.
2003-04-28 - Whomping willow, eh?
2003-04-27 - Our new baby.
2003-04-24 - And the clock struck...
2003-04-22 - It's twofer Tuesday
2003-04-20 - Living the good life.
2003-04-14 - Indeed.
2003-04-13 - Funny.
2003-04-12 - Whisper it one more time in my ear.
2003-04-10 - Is this what I have been searching for?
2003-04-09 - Interesting.
2003-04-07 - A good man isn't so hard to find.
2003-04-06 - I was just following orders!
2003-04-04 - "No tengo novio, no tengo amor..."
2003-04-03 - I'll regret this later, but it had to be done.
2003-04-02 - I wish the real world would just stop hassling me.
2003-04-01 - I had a really nice time the other night.
2003-03-31 - You're real good, I wasn't letting you win.
2003-03-28 - Is that for here or to go?
2003-03-26 - Manual labor.
2003-03-25 - Drum roll please....
2003-03-24 - I can get through this.
2003-03-22 - Just another day...
2003-03-20 - Everything is on the brink...
2003-03-18 - That wasn't supposed to happen.
2003-03-16 - Paradise, here I come!
2003-03-15 - Breakfasts come and go Renee, but Hartford--the Whale, they beat Vancouver maybe once or twice in a lifetime.
2003-03-14 - I believe my heart'll break.
2003-03-13 - I will enjoy it while it lasts.
2003-03-11 - All is quiet....
2003-03-10 - Dammit, I can do this!
2003-03-10 - I need you tonight...'cause I'm not sleeping.
2003-03-08 - Crawling on my belly.
2003-03-07 - Life's a bitch and then...
2003-03-05 - Two worlds collided.
2003-03-05 - Wtf?
2003-03-04 - Hmm...play it again, Sam.
2003-03-03 - Oh mama I can hear you crying you're so sad and all alone.
2003-03-02 - Your wish is my command.
2003-03-02 - Run run run.
2003-03-01 - I know that you're going to have it your way or nothing at all.
2003-02-28 - If I live without you I live without love.
2003-02-26 - I can hear my mom baking a cake, that's so unlike her.
2003-02-25 - Let's get the rock out of here!
2003-02-24 - We live in a beautiful world.
2003-02-24 - Live and let live.
2003-02-23 - From my head, to my feet.
2003-02-21 - Going down the only road I've ever known.
2003-02-19 - Sing for the laughter, sing for the tear.
2003-02-18 - And so it goes...
2003-02-17 - I am so lucky
2003-02-16 - Loco.
2003-02-14 - I don't have to worry.
2003-02-13 - I really love your peaches, wanna shake your tree!
2003-02-11 - I have noooo coordination.
2003-02-10 - What is this 'sleep' you speak of?
2003-02-09 - Makes me sick.
2003-02-07 - Some people wish they were never born, I merely wish I were born of someone else.
2003-02-06 - The beginning of the end.
2003-02-04 - Hold me closer...
2003-02-02 - Fuck it.
2003-02-01 - I will survive.
2003-01-31 - Carry on....
2003-01-30 - I guess it's the woman in you...
2003-01-28 - Standing at the top of a precipice...
2003-01-27 - I just want to get close to you...
2003-01-25 - La di da di da
2003-01-24 - Exit light, enter night, take my hand...
2003-01-23 - Jenn is no match for Star Wars PC.
2003-01-22 - What is your fix?
2003-01-21 - Your wish is my command.
2003-01-21 - Define fun for me, please.
2003-01-20 - I won't listen to any one's last words
2003-01-19 - Poison in every thing you say!
2003-01-17 - Eat some chili!
2003-01-16 - I object!
2003-01-16 - Yeah, I really wish I -did- know exactly what was going on in your head.
2003-01-15 - Why are you running away?
2003-01-15 - So this is it, eh?
2003-01-14 - Tell me that story again, the one that has no ending.
2003-01-12 - How do you do it? You make me feel...
2003-01-12 - Ugh.
2003-01-11 - Just tell me, what do I have to do?
2003-01-11 - I don't know why I bother.
2003-01-10 - Grrr.
2003-01-09 - I am so glad I got to share this with you.
2003-01-07 - Who knows where thoughts come from, they just appear
2003-01-07 - I would like to thank the academy
2003-01-05 - Why don't you all just fade away
2003-01-05 - The telephone doesn't scare me anymore
2003-01-03 - Wanna put my tender heart in bender?
2003-01-02 - If I could frame my mind I wonder where it would hang.
2003-01-01 - I'm in hysterics, that's all.
2002-06-22 - Quizzes
2002-06-20 - Diaryrings

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